Sunday, January 25, 2009

Driving at 1am

Last night I went out with a group of people for dinner and then to a friends to drink some wine. Our common bond was an amazing woman who recently passed away. We drank 11 yr old wine from Italy in her honor. It was a bottle that was saved for a special occasion in her life and last night was it. The occasion was her life.
We told stories and looked at pictures. We watched family movies of her. At some points it was surreal. Watching her on the TV screen laughing as she always did.
It seems that saying good bye can take a very long time. I never knew this. She is/was so lovely.
This world, my world, her family's world, her friend's world will never be the same without her in it. Yet when she was in it she rocked it.
Damn I miss her.
I will never be the same.

Pay my respects to grace and virtue,
Send my condolences to good.
Give my regards to soul and romance,
They always did the best they could.
And so long to devotion,
You taught my everything I know.
Wave goodbye, Wish me well.

You've gotta let me go.
-The Killers

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

My Mouth

Just to let you know, I do not have to watch my mouth.
If you don't like my blog then don't fucking read it.
I can be as rude as I like on here. So do not say I need to watch my mouth.
And if you do need to say anything...Say it to my face.

Peace Out

Monday, January 19, 2009

Dear K

Dear K,
I miss you everyday. Today would have been your 36th birthday. I know you would of had a great party. I know we would have done shots and sang badly.
I think about you all the time.
When I met you two years ago, I knew we both had that wonderful dark side. The humor that few others understand.
I watched you grow a baby inside of you, as you went through chemo.
I met that sweet baby and stood with you in a circle as you honored her life with a baptism.
I walk many many miles and laughed my ass off on TWO Breast Cancer 3Day Walks.
I did shots with you.
I broke bread with you.
I cried with you when you felt scared and so did I.
I witnessed your final walk to a more peaceful place.
I am just one of many who feel honored to have known you.
I have peace knowing that you are in a place where you a whole again. I know you have no more pain and anguish.
Imissyou. Imissyou. Imissyou.
I'll see you on the flip side my friend.


Monday, January 05, 2009

A Place In My Heart

You belong among the wildflowers
You belong in a boat out at sea
Sail away, kill off the hours
You belong somewhere you feel free

Run away, find you a lover
Go away somewhere all bright and new
I have seen no other
Who compares with you

You belong among the wildflowers
You belong in a boat out at sea
You belong with your love on your arm
You belong somewhere you feel free

Run away, go find a lover
Run away, let your heart be your guide
You deserve the deepest of cover
You belong in that home by and by

You belong among the wildflowers
You belong somewhere close to me
Far away from your trouble and worries
You belong somewhere you feel free
You belong somewhere you feel free